Saturday, January 29, 2005

"" izzit gonna happen?? ""

hmm.. long time nv blog le...

life been liddat.. no change.. glad i passed my english reap.. quite tyco.. pass by a few marks only..

today morning went for tuition.... den went over to plaza.. meet wit zy, jac, ps, n hx... had lunch at kfc... b4 going to jac house.. i went to bp lrt station to pass jonathan my guitar... he need it for his lesson..

at jac house.. quite fun... i do my owns things den they keep talking non stop... zy keep singing songs... b4 going off... we played a game using cards.. haiz.. how i wish i didnt play tat game...

the result of the game pierce my heart like needle... n too think i guessed the result correctly.. "later the card is the last 1" tat wat i told jac.. but really.. jac flap over the deck of cards... tat my card.. the 1 i been hoping to come out soon.. was at the bottom at the last 1... i keep laughing n laughing.. wondering y must i said tat kind of words to jac.. mayb if i didnt liddat say.. den the card wont be at the last 1... until tears starts rolling down.... jac they all keep telling me say tat its only a game.... dun treat it so seriously.. but mayb it really time for me to let go... the card is hinting me...

y must ppl be suffering now... studies n everything... i cant even do a simple thing... cant make ppl laugh or even feel better when they feeling down... wat the purpose of me borning into this world... wasting oxygen...

mum cooked spicy food for dinner.... those who know me well should know i cry if the food is too spicy.... n i cried... my mum thought its too spicy for me.. so she called me to stop eating.. but actually its not... its not too spicy for me...

granny coming home tml... haiz.. how am i to face her after all these things happen... dad keep calling me to take gd care of her... n i will... but dunno how...

happy bday to my granny..

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