Monday, March 21, 2005

"" the heart in me.. wat does it contain?? ""

my mummy.. my cousin...
haiz..
y doesnt my mummy unds how i feel??
whenever u n jie jie so close...
have u tot how me.. as ur daughter...
how i feeling??
u tell her everything..
but me... none...
i console myself..
mayb i too young to help u share ur probs..
but all ur actions proved me wrong..
u held her hands when shopping.. leaving me behind..
u spoke malay language to her...
y?? scare i know smt which u doesnt wan me to know..
i feeling miserable.. u know??
u wont.. n u nv will..

y must u blame my granny infront of me...
she the dearest to me in the family..
took great care of me..
so many mths had passed...
y brought up the same old issue again..
i love her more den any1....
she may do wrong.. but i forgive her alr...
who nv do wrong b4..
cant u jus learn to forgive n forget...
leave me a space to breathe.. i suffocating..

granny.. i miss u so much.. where u now...
got loads of things wan tell u..
scare i wont have a chance to...
wanna tell u how much i love u..
wanna let u know i no longer mad at u...
miss those days i held ur hand n fall aslp..

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