Friday, April 15, 2005

"" How days goes by.... ""

the last day at poly le... kinda love this time much alot den wsss.... mayb bcos the teachers here treat us like adults n show more respect to us.... Mrs Soo and Dr LAu are the best liao... Dr lau very cute... lol...

haiz.. been feeling loss lately.... wat the aim of my life.. izzit tat i living jus to fulfill my mum wishes...

Mum: ah gal ar... u not like mummy.... u like so soft.... always ppl bully u... stand behind others... not like mummy.... u are bound to stand behind the crowds... no own thinking at all.. ppl do wat oso do wat... so u better be a teacher.. cos u wont succeed in business.... u so "dan chun".. ppl bluff u den u oos dunno...

so wat if i really the way u tot... i weak n not as strong as u.. i wont climb above den others cos i stupid.. tats all.... i used to say i wan be a teacher.. but u say dun wan.. den now.. ask em be teacher... wat the meaning.. i choos emy own future.... so wat if i "dan chun".. ppl bluff me, ppl cheta me.... i oso wont know.. but does tat mean when u lie to me... i wont know... jus leave me alone.... alone.... i know u care for me.. but tat type of concern u gave me.. it way too much... it way too pressurizing..

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