Tuesday, May 03, 2005

"" true side of me ""



long day..... feel like slping forever....
nv to wake up.... dun wanna know anything....
leave me alone to rot.... decompose...
vanish.. gone forever....
cos i not as gd as wat all of u think....

today.... recieve 3tests paper.... quite happy bout the results....
1st time i manage to score well for geo....
all thanx to ms chan n her notes...

got bio test.. didnt actually study hard for it..
cos last nite all things dun seems to go into my mind...
study = forget everything
but bio test seem kind of easy??
cos i manage to unds some qns... =)

after sch.. went home... so quiet today....
everything jus dun seems to go well....
hate myself... bet she hate me too...
i knew she do....
cos i nv been tat trueful to her n every1.....
look at my bad pts..... multiplying each n every seconds....

promises.... promise to buy milk for u.. i didnt...
make pudding for u... i haven make yet....
rmb once i told u i will call u on sun to tell u maths reap ans.. i forget
say will bring u to pasar malam buy food eat again.. i didnt.. too late.. closed alr..
say will go shopping wit u.. i didnt....
say will teach u this n tat... didnt make time for u.....
leaving u alone.. i did tat times n times again...
hurting u.... same.. over n over again...
wth am i doing.... damn..

M I N H U I

who r u.... y cant u be urself.. when will u learn..... to cherish all ur frens....
cant u jus go n bang urself against the wall...
wake urself up.. minhui... wake up...
u been hurting all ur fren....
look in the mirror.... u r in no position to say others....



- ** im stuck in tha midst of konfusion at
7:43 PM

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im listening.. trying hard to listen.. listen to ur voice.. im really listening..

minhui_ "

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