Saturday, June 25, 2005

"" who am i inside ""

sch starting soon.. rushing all my hw..
jus finished doing my research on jay.. reading thru things....

do my self reflection...
i realise i didnt own alot of things...
the most valuable things which i have is my fren standing by me no matter wat...
my family.. treat me gd at times... but they still love me alot..
i knew tat... am i correct to say tat?

birthday... jac bday i didnt attend.. so sori... say b4 will celebrate wit u de..
my bday.. think ms n jac scare i be lonely bahz..
they make a trip to my house.. make me smile..
went by the beach.. at malaysia... long time since i last went there..
1 yr or 2yrs? cant rmb...
everything changes.. the sea view.. the taste of the food..

didnt had a heart to heart talk dunno from when...
had 1 wit my bro after quarreling wit my mum...
my bro comfort me all these..
suddenly he like grow up alot.. matured..
cos since young i was like his da jie.. den he my didi..
he asked me tag along wit him to australia... during hols..
wan me to be away from home... he say i was like locking myself at house...

fren... wat kind of fren i am...
those who escape from everything... wont be by ur side when u in need of me...
doesnt speak up... stay to oneself only...
am i really liddat?? mayb i oso lost track of who i am alr...
doesnt matter.... if i got amnesia... i be happier...
hit me hard on my head.. i might be grateful to u..

didnt let ms follow me do IC... it so far... take quite long time....
ms.. wat u said at lrt... the decision i make.. its my own... not for any1..
i give it a deep thought...
i didnt regret the choice i made... i only regret y i didnt do it earlier...
be more persistent n able to make my heart harder...

didnt go to zoo wit ms..
didnt bring ms to bugis..
didnt go to jac bday celebration..
didnt finish up the vengasheet for malacca trip which i ought to..
didnt go movie for initial D wit ms..
didnt didnt didnt... hundreds of them....
occupying me...

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